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i can't find any words to say for now.. i spent the whole night slacking on maple. lol -.-"
saw how shane looked like, despite his bangla theme on maple..
that's all for today.. look forward for tomorrow?

Reader: "how convincing.."

introducing,
Silverchair's Straight Lines.
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ciczG2pyOD8



i'd appreciate it if there were comments on my choice of songs :x

when people twit when they chat.. doesn't it make them sound like they're drunk?

anyhow, it was fun in school today..
paul made a grand entrance in school today by appearing at 8.15am after coming down from the airport.. "grand entrance", reminds me of Black Star.
so, let's jump to the conclusion and i'll post something interesting i learnt in English lesson.
mmmmmmmmmmmm, paul shared with us all sorts of goodies he bought from phillipines..
he bought souvenirs? like this.. wood-carved penis like key chain.. lol -.-"
that's that for today i guess.. i had a really small game of futsal with everyone after the holidays, feels different.

so here it is,
William Shakespeare's Sonnet 18
don't just read it as it is. FEEEEEEL IT!

a recent song by Nickelback, not sure when was it release.. u could always look it up on wikipedia.
here's a vid of it, if u don't wanna stream it here then here's the URL.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q0VRj2uw9L0

this might look a little mini, i edited its size so u wudn't have to scroll sideways.



so anyway, school started today.. we took off at 6.45am, got there.. not sure?
lol. i'm not suppose to be online by the way..

got myself a nice seat, found out Mr. Johnne's my class teacher.. wheeeeee!
honestly there isn't much to say.. it was plain boring without paul around.. he's always entertaining in everything he does. like, say.. how often he goes down to check on chelsea or anything of that? and if he was in chemistry class today, he'd be laughing at the teacher's indian accent.. so, assembly was really really boring.. uncle fong actually expects us to listen to his for 1hr? hahahaha..

mmm, what else is there to share here? what a boring start.. ah well, random comedy from Soul Eater.

oh, and.. u're suppose to read this comic strip left to right, and up to down still applies.

i don't think i have anything to write for now.. why not we wait till next monday when school starts? that's where the story begins.. titled quote from kiko.

something i made out of inspiration:

i'll stick to trebutchet.
everything happened so fast didn't it?
i somehow got my "blogging mojo" back.. *quotes ee xin*
mmm, i'll just stop here for now and resume.. in a few hours time!
it is now 1:44am.

lately, i don't think much happened. hmmm. =\ anyway, let's see what happened in the past few days..

- didn't go to school for the whole week.
- except for monday..
- played maple at home. finally, NO LAG!
- friday, didn't do much.. read below;

so, as for friday.. nothing much happened. i think? nonono. alot of things happened. woke up at around 11 in the morning. got online.. mapled. lalalala.. got ready for stuffs at around 3. then, went to parkson.. discovered that the friggin concert starts at friggin 5pm?! and stupid dato fong put all the uber cool performance at the beginning.. where, there's nobody AT ALL. the lights for the seats are still on some more. i hate dato fong for always being so BIAS. and i hope he reads that. get me expelled, suspended, anything. if wanna slap me, i'll slap u back. not going to let u dishonour my dignity like that.. and every student deserves to give dato fong a slap in the face. assh*le. he's like what, one eye big one eye small as chinese say it.. something new and good for his reputation happens, he'll start putting his eye on it. if nothing special, he ignores it. reputation reputation reputation. what's with our school's CEO? not forgetting the ACEO whose almost the same.. so big ar. if her brother wasn't some YB she would be working in a restaurant..
now my post has become what, "Rant on die want face people" so ai bin for what.. i apologize for my broken english. just direct translation.

ANYWAY,
live bands were one of the best u can have for a school's concert and uncle fong doesn't seem to appreciate it. all he wants is people to see how international students can speak chinese. this is just plain crap. okay, enough. i'll concentrate on what i'm suppose to type. ah, so.. on the way to the concert, i just remembered i forgot to bring joan and ee xin's tickets. ah, wtf?! then i had a plan, maybe when my aunty goes to work she could pass it to me. since maxim's very close to dewan suarah. hmmm, after i got to dewan suarah.. i tried looking for tickets for myself. and guess what, no stock. wtf?! okay, i mean.. i got tickets for other people and not myself. even ee xin said "u're funny sometimes". lol, i'm not offended btw. i feel honoured! xD kkkkkkkkk, so. scott called then blablabla. in the end, he got me a ticket. yay4scott. ;D i went to maxim, waited for my aunty. when she came and pass me tickets.. i saw jogathon mega draw tickets in her hands. after looking at them, i've just realize why i'm so blur sometimes. i got the genes from my mum.. but, HOW COULD SHE POSSIBLY MISTAKEN CONCERT TICKETS TO THESE?!?! AH. so, my aunty was very frustrated.. as how she always is w/e my mom does something really stupid. my aunty drove me back to my house to collect the tickets, i got them. and went back to dewan suarah.. got in the hall, sat down. reserved seats for xin, joan and jasmin. but for sitting outside, people were going in and out alot.. especially azr and me. lol. they got there really late.. and the concert was really boring. cos of uncle fong's arrangement..
so, halfway thru the show.. i went downstairs to join the live band members. the breeze was amazing.. and by the end of the concert, paul was drum solo'ing. got the attention of everyone downstairs.. i'm so proud to be in his featured friends.. LOL. they'll be thinking, "hey, isn't john a friend of that uber pro drummer?" lol, kkkkkkkk. enough.. i'm just kidding yah.

so, today.. woke up at 5.30am to get ready for jogathon. woah, so early.. went to jogathon, started the race at around 7? SO TIRING! 8km. from pusat belia to tanjong lobang and back to pusat belia.. among my friends i was the first to get there, not boasting kk. =\ they came a few mins later. except, for alyssa. and her poor brother got left behind.. i think he was the last. LOL! i manage to finish it in around 45mins. pro-a-not. wuahahahahahaha. then, from pusat belia.. me and scott walked to parkson to be picked up. actually wanted to walk back home.. but, his mom suggested that she picks us up. so, after that. i came back home.. and here i am. soooo..

this is where i'll stop.. i'll try to get some pictures tonight. and, i'm going to iron my hair. ;o

there isn't much for me to post but i'd just entertain with all of u this story from TSGS(True Singapore Ghost Stories), the reason why i'm sharing this is because this story is practically the only story which affected me in the whole 17 volumes of books that i've read. well, affected not as in scared or terrified me or stuff like that. i ment, emotionally.. like more sentimental. let's just use touched for it.. before anything.. try putting on a suitable song or just turn off ur music for the moment, ignore msn conver, etc. just for the sake of it. here it goes,



AH-GER.



Robin, 21, National Serviceman



This happened a few years ago. It's about my sworn sister "Kim Mun Ah-Ger"(just in case if you're wondering what sworn sister is, it's what we in malaysia call unofficial godsisters). I call her "Ah-Ger". At that time, I was still a wayward youth who hung around with bikers and secret society members. Ah-Ger was my favourite "sister". We call our close buddies "brothers" and "sisters". She would always confide in me and it was as if we could talk about anything under the sun.

So it wasn't surprising that one day, Ah-Ger came up to me and told me excitedly that she had found her "true love".

I knew that Ah-Ger had many boyfriends previously but from the tone of her voice and her happy and vivid description of this guy, Justin, I knew that she was really serious this time.

She told me that Justin was "guai-guai", goody-two-shoes type with an upper-middle class family. He was then studying for his A-levels at a top junior college.

Ah-Ger introduced me to Justin. Although we were on different wavelengths, I could sense that he was a really nice guy and was sincere towards Ah-Ger and would definitely treat her well.

Justin had a good influence on Ah-Ger. She gave up smoking and mixing with all the Ah Bengs and Ah Lians(take not that Ah Bengs and Ah Lians in Singapore is different from what we have here). She even told me that she wanted out of the gang shit and lead a normal healthy lifestyle.

And she wanted to study hard and become a lawyer! But just when everything seemed to get better for Ah-Ger, tragedy struck...

I remember it was my "brother's" girlfriend's birthday. Mona also happened to be Ah-Ger's good friend. The celebration was at one of the most happening discos in town. Anyway, something urgent cropped up and I wasn't able to attend the party.

I was half-way through my business when I received a call from one of my "brothers". Apparently, there had been a gang clash at the disco between a rival gang and my friends and the casualties were heavy.

Unfortunately, Ah-Ger was one of the badly-injured ones. When I rushed to her hospital bedside, she was already on the verge of death.

Her left kidney had been punctured and she had lost plenty of blood. It really hurt to see her young life passing away so meaninglessly.

She didn't even have a chance to talk to me when she finally died that very night.

Ah-Ger's parents didn't want to be reminded about the tragedy so her funeral was a quick one. All this while, Justin, the person she loved the most in this world, didn't even bother to pay his respects or at least call.

I was really angry and one day, I took a few of my brothers and confronted Justin. I grabbed his collar and asked him if Ah-Ger had meant anything to him.

What he told me was absolutely unbelievable. According to Justin, Ah-Ger called him on that fateful night and asked him to meet her.

Justin added he reluctantly agreed as he had to study for his upcoming A-levels and didn't wish to be distracted. He said he met Ah-Ger at around 3 am, which was about the time she passed away.

Justin even said her hands felt cold and that she had acted strangely and seemed distant.

Ah-Ger told Justin to take care and to study hard for his exams. Her eyes became teary and she looked sad. He couldn't explain it. After bidding Justin goodbye, she left.

When I told Justin about the tragedy, he lashed out at me and called me a liar. It was when I brought him to Ah-Ger's home that he finally believed me. He just stood there, stoned and dumb-founded.

I remember clearly that on the seventh day after Ah-Ger's death, I was feeling down after quarrelling with my girlfriend.

I had drunk alot and was on my way home. At that time, I was riding a "hexagon" scooter full with all the modifications and sound systems that you can expect an Ah Beng to have.

My scooter was blasting techno music as I raced down the highway. Suddenly my scooter's amplifier began playing a chinese song, nian nian bu wang or "I will never forget" by Sami Cheng. This was Ah-Ger's favourite song.

I began to think of all the good times I had spent with Ah-Ger when suddenly, my heart froze. How could my sound system play this song when all the CDs in my disc changer contained only techno music?

The air around me grew chilly and I could sense a supernatural presence.

Then, I felt it! I felt a pair of hands hugging me around my waist like Ah-Ger would whenever she rode pillion on my scooter. I don't know whether it was the wind against my ears or the after-effects of being drunk but I swear I heard a soft whisper.

It went "Gor-Gor, it's me." My heart stopped.

The voice went on, "I had to leave first so please take care. Mend your wayward ways and live a worthwhile life. My time in this realm is up and I have to leave forever."

It was definitely Ah-Ger's voice!! Following that I felt a warm and gentle peck on my cheek.

Then everything became normal and techno music filled the air once again.

Believe me, her "farewell kiss" really warmed my heart and stirred my emotions so much that I stopped my scooter at the road shoulder and began sobbing like a child.

It was the first time I had cried so badly for the loss of a loved one... the loss of my beloved younger sister, Ah-Ger.

Why did it have to end this way?

As for Justin, I lost contact with him. However, I head that he flunked his A-levels. It seemed that he never really got over his short-lived but magical romance with Ah-Ger.

Dearest Ah-Ger, wherever you are, I have heeded your advice and changed for the better. I will miss you dearly, eternally..

credits to,

TSGS vol. 11
and the writer of this story.